Back to Work Blahs.

My vacation is officially over.

Boo.

Coming back to work has been especially hard today. Marc & I are working very hard to pay off our debt so that when we do have a baby that I can stay home or at least only work part-time. With that in mind, it's even harder to be at work. I'm ready for the next chapter in my life but I still have things to do before I can reach that.

#1 - Continue to lose weight
#2 - Pay off all debts except car and student loans.

Both of those seem like GIGANTIC obstacles but we are getting there. Sometimes I feel like more pressure is on me to get Marc & I ready for a family. I have to lose the weight and I'm in charge of paying all the bills. Marc gives input on the bills and he helps by keeping me motivated and not buying frivilous things but again, I'm the one who is in charge and I have to lose about 40ish more pounds before we start trying.

I'm just ready for the next steps, I want to be there already. I feel like I'm in a waiting zone just killing time, and for a super impatient person like me this is torture!!